frustration – bluebellina

I can feel stuff happening

On the edges

My anger smoulders

Now you know what it feels like!

I want to shout to the world

Now you know what it is to be me!!

But there are reasons for you

Out of your control you say

Do you really think I want to be me??

Do you think I asked to be a misfit?

To live on the peripheries

To watch as others do

To see other people happy

Without knowing what that really means

What it feels like to be

A part of it all

To be more than a mental hiccup

In the great unknowable stream of life

I live in my head

With a hole in my bucket

that I fall through

everyday

welcome

to my day

bluebellina